My mind is mixed up I rele got myself in quite a situation, it feels like in having a argument in my head. I’m involved w/ someone that has kids and she’s trying to force me into the father position, now I like this girl but I don’t love her and it’s hard picturing myself getting to that point but she’s a good person that went through a whole of shyt and loves me ever since our first encounter. Now the aspect I can deal w/ is her by herself w/out her kids cause thats a role I can’t fill that’s a role I’m not ready for. And for some reason I can’t tell her this because I want to help her out her situation but as I help her I sense that I’m delaying myself and I hate that feeling. I’m not the type to be trapped and controlled but I’m slowly turning into the type that helps but gets delayed. Something got to give

Last Txt

Go ahead walk about
keep guessing what true worth resembles
Keep guessing what true worth is all about
I don’t understand why your misguided
But I can understand what u lack
I know a broken heart can shatter
And we both know a broken heart can even be patched
But what u fail to see
Isn’t something that simple
Cause what u fail to see
Is me with my heart detached
I’m trying to donate my love
So u can feel true worth
And know not everyone is here to hurt you….
Not everyone is trying to attack
Pain is apart of life
Relief is just it’s shadow
Not fearing pain is a art
Accept the past and know that your not hallow
And start to feel the pulse of my beating heart
Familiar yourself with this rhythm
It’s the rhythm of a heart that cares
All I want for you to learn is that a heart with true worth
is a heart that’ll be there

- Danzell J. Franklin

My mind starts to cloud
I can’t grasp prior knowledge
My lust takes me over
Not thinking uncontrolled

My actions become crude
Why do I act like a fool?
Why can’t I just hang and be normal?

I try my best to move with the crowd but I keep going the opposite direction.
No matter how hard I try I can’t get with there motion

I believe its when peers become foreign
When situations become drastic
Proving to me there just a bore
There just so fake, artificial, plastic
That’s why I don’t hang with many ppl anymore

I go my own pace
I don’t have a competitor
So why pretend I’m in a race?
What do I have to prove
Who do I have to impress
Why should it matter
God gives me obstacles not contests

But hey I be me
No one more no one less
I get out of hand sometimes
Because my lust is alive almost like a untamed pet

It’s a ride my life I mean
Excitement, enjoyment in it is broad
But I stay true to myself
And I don’t hide my mistakes I tell it how it is
I don’t claim to be perfect
I claim to be more Weirdly Flawed

- Danzell J. Franklin

It doesn’t take much to enjoy a moment

Once u put aside meaningless greed

Theres always going to be that option for more

But you’ll just have to ask yourself

What more does a joyful moment really need?

This will give a picture of how things are expected

The way things are suppose to be

That should make your eyes open

Towards how you want every moment to be greedful

Towards how you want every moment to be at its extreme

This is not to be frowned upon
Or taken as a breeze

All I know is that it doesn’t take a lot to comfort a person

Especially if that person doesn’t have a whole lot of greed

People should love what is given

And feel accomplish on what they achieve

Now wanting more in achievement is striving for more

But it’s also called striving for greed

It’s really human nature but it’s also a devilish sin

That’s why people shouldn’t over do it

Because greed can be evil and greed can also be disguised as a win

So be joyful and strive for more in the right sense

And remember that its not to be frowned upon or taken as a breeze

Because frowning makes you a hypocrite and taking it as a breeze would mean your obsess

Enjoy a moment

-By Danzell J. Franklin

Can you agree that today is always special

And tomorrow is always the same?

I know this to be true because today im in love

And tomorrow my love isnt going to change

I know love is a word not to be played with

but yet its a word meant to be shared

Thats why i told you that you are special

to show you that I more than cared

You’ve traveled the woods of my heart

and found its treasure

I’ve climbed over your emotional wall

Then enjoyed the weather

we both know whats the case

now im letting you know that everyday

that we are together

I swear my life gets better

and I know that it is fate

because i believe that today is always going to be special

and tomorrow is always going to be the same

because I know that today im in love with you

and tomorrow this love isnt going to change

Happy Valentine’s Day

In this moment I feel worried

But the worry that is felt is only my despair

There are two opposing forces that are pulling me up but also down

And I can’t tell which opposing force will make my life less stale

Tho it is weird that im sometimes joyful but majority of the time that’s not what I really feel

It’s like I’m missing a piece of myself

And I don’t know if I have to find it or if it just needs time to heal

But somethings missing and it depresses me….

As tho I’m swallowed in a pity shadow

Blocking myself from any voyage

This state of mind is holding me back

My skin is peeling away old times and this new skin is settling slow

I feel like a boy hiding for a game just because I want to be found

And sadly as bad as this actually sounds it is true….

I laid my old ghetto garment in the pile of my old young memories

For a bullet in my maturing checklist has been fulfilled

I’m growing up and discovering feelings and low points

Which is new to me

I’m just figuring it out every day, minute, second…..poem, song, and word at a time

-By Danzell J. Franklin

Have you ever felt as if you are off track

Or that you lost your sight

Then At times you have a relief

A fainted memory

That makes you know that everythings is going to be alright

As if some strange force is letting you know

You’ve made the right decisions

But yet there’s still more of the story to be told…

I hold on to that

I wait for this moment to take effect

It’s the only way I know that the recent events in my life were correct

That my causes were reasons

And my stress was just my journey

I’m more sure then ever

I know what I want

Tho things might go a stray

But if it does it’s what god really wants

Out of my life

-By Danzell J. Franklin